CR to IL

Yep, skrg lg ada di cedar rapid, salah satu kota di iowa. kesini dalam rangka nikahannya vina sama iqbal. yep lagi, pernikahan di negeri orang. aku bener2 salut sm mereka. berani mengambil langkah besar seperti itu, apalagi di negeri orang. mereka juga baru ketemu 6 bln lalu tp udah berani...ck ck ck. saluut deh sama mereka. td pas ijab kabul iqbal tegang banget, eh si vina kebalikan. cengar cengir kayak ini pesta ultah aja. bener2 anak itu, gak berubah dari pertama aku kenal sampe sekarang...

besok insya Allah berangkat ke illinois, tepatnya di champaign, kota dimana ade, angga sama heri tinggal. mau stay disana sampe taun depan. bosan bgt di muscatine, ga ngerjain apa2. tiap hari kerjanya makan, ceting, pelototin salju (mana pemandangannya jelek bgt><), ngobrol, tidur. sampe sumpek rasanya, gak tahan liat anak2 yg lain pada kliling2 usa. so here i am, trying to make worthy *bener gak siy bhsnya*.

ya sutralah...

Urdu's poetry

When loneliness surrounds me
I feel shadows coming near me

I stop breathing for a moment or two
My heart seems like racing in me

I become prisoner of memories
Tears in sad eyes, hurt in me

Held back sobs when they hear
Cries they wonder come from me

Games of love are so unreal
How can I tell what life offered me

Sometime I feel to take my life
But sufferings won't end without me

If I die my soul will endure them
Who will get what solace without me

Thinking all this I pass my nights
My heart's pains never leave me

........... hik hik...so saaad :(

me with my self...

yep...just me with myself now. no one besides me :(

I felt lonely since i came here and now become worse.huhuhu...i miss my father a lot, my mom too of course...

Oh God, what can i do now?

oke, let me share my pic so i can feel much better.

only pictures and travelling that makes me enjoy to live here.

i don't know, i feel desperate now!!